May 2010
1 post
accidentally logged into my old tumblr, follow my...
as i try to figure out my e-mail ugh
thisisabattlegr0und.tumblr.com
September 2009
48 posts
I don't exactly hate anyone, but...
there are a select few that I know I’d get along with better, if they were dead.
Strokin' my dick like yeaaaaaa
I love life. BYE
“What do I look like? The wizard of Oz? You need a brain? You need a heart? Go...”
– Breaking Dawn (via hayleyisb3ast)
Today is the last day.
I don’t need it. I can’t need it. This is more important than that. I will get past it and I will let go of it. I don’t need it if I wanna do that. Lalala, I miss Juana.
2946. I wish I had all the money in the world so I...
(via everythingiwishfor)
I said I’d never let you go, and I never...
I just watched Princess Protection Program...
It made me cry and realize that if I didn’t have Juana, I’d be dead.
Why can't you look me in the eyes, one last time?
The writings on the wall, you’ve read that I’ll be gone, but if you call my name Just know that I’ll come running, for one more night to spare with you This is where I’m meant to be, please don’t leave me I walked into your house this morning I brought the gun from our end table Your blood was strewn across the walls They’ll find you on your bathroom floor
10294.) I catch you looking at me every single...
(via blogsecret)
10305.) I've blazed with the guy I like once...
(via blogsecret)
te fucking he
Thank you for purposely laying next to me, with your girlfriend. Thank you for purposely poking me, just so I would see you kiss her. Thank you for trying to cuddle with me, everytime she walked out. Thank you for staring at me, while she laid on your lap. Thank you for making me think you’re disgusting.
Because last night, I watched your girlfriend kiss another boy right behind your back....
“He reached for her hand. “I don’t want to lose you.” His voice was almost in a...”
– The Rescue by Nicholas Sparks (via nevermine) (via letterboxlove) (via lovebot) (via meghantheshrimp)
I quote ADTR too much. And only one lyric gets stuck in my head at a time. It’s aggrivating. The thing that makes me happiest, as of right now, is driving around with Pat, Stephen and Will, singing “If It Means A Lot To You” and all of us having a Newport. It’s more relaxing than you think. I have to get ready and then I won’t be home for a very long time.
I...
You know I've got you like a puppet in the palm of...
Don’t you let me down.
don't try and understand this rant, i'm psycho
Hi, today is September 10th. Tomorrow will make it one year. If I had known that all of this would happen in the last year, I would have walked away and never, ever looked back. I promise you that.
I planned on staying home all day today. I got into my pajamas, laid down and opened my psychology textbook, only to have Tom call me and ask me to hang out. I could have said no, but since I’m...
You fools,
onefinalgoodbye:
spittingouthedemons:
you are not in love. What are you doing? You believe that you are in love just because someone tickles your little fancy. Seriously, what the hell are you doing? Stop tossing the word around like a frisbee. I am guessing that the half of you have never experienced anything even minutely close to love. The people who you supposedly love…they are in a phase,...
You're so fucking adorable.
You flirt with me. You look for me in school. You walk me to classes. You make me sit with you at lunch. You tease me. You wrap your arms around me. You tried to kiss me. Your smile makes me lose all train of thought.
Too bad you have a girlfriend.
2764. I wish I lived closer to my best friend.
Juana DeLuna.
Only in Keansburg can you race your Gym teacher on the highway, win, and then proceed to have a stare-down-give-the-finger contest with him for 5 minutes until he turns.
I love senior year.
“Recall the never game shit in that aim chat when Hendrix started asking me if I...”
– LFMAOFHAFLAMFAFLMAFOALFMAOFAMKFJKHAHAHAHAHA
and baby if you don't like meee
i’ll bet ya fall in love with my riiiiideeeee
LOLOLOL
You’re so funny. You don’t wanna play bullshit games, but you change my password and won’t give it back. Who’s the mature one? Not you. And all because I called you a ‘piece of shit’ …well if it walks like a duck and it looks like a duck… Get over yourself, and keep my account, because I don’t rely on roleplay as much as you do to be happy....
I've been insanely happy, all day.
It’s probably because my friends are the best I could ask for, and Juana and Hayley are people I’ll never deserve in my life, but I have them anyway.
I like life better without it.
Yeah I want it, but no I don’t need it.
It's funny because I feel the same way.
I don’t miss you, you’re a piece of shit. Now stop tumbling about me, please.
9972.) There is no one holding me back, I am...
(via blogsecret)
9971.) Everyone else has someone ruining their...
(via blogsecret)
9970.) Every day I wake up and do the same thing...
(via blogsecret)
9974.) I know that being understanding is a good...
(via blogsecret)
Kind of predictable.
I wanted 124 or 143 as my parking spot.
124, because that was my spot last year.
143, because that was Anna’s spot last year.
Guess what spot I got?
134.
You know, 124 except for a 3 instead of 2. And 143 except 3 before 4. Only I would notice this.
My best friend > your best friend
i lOVE YOU x732: hahaha i love you biffffle i wish i could share the other half with you . not only the nutty butty bar but the weed . the weed first so you can enjoy the amazing ness . i haven't even started to eat it yet just thinking about eating it makes my mouth tingle .
9905.) I want to go to Europe so I can act like a...
(via blogsecret)
“Get up, get out, who’s gonna break your fall? When we don’t back...”
– NJ Legion Iced Tea
Me: ...and I don't know, she just made me feel like shit, because I smoke and she doesn't.
Stephen: You know what? Fuck her, and fuck everyone who looks down on it. It makes us happy, and anything that makes you happy shouldn't be looked down on. That's what's wrong with this world.
I don't know if I should keep avoiding things...
Times like these, when my heart feels heavy and my stomach is tying itself in knots, makes me think I shouldn’t brush things off and push them away until they explode.
OMG FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL OMGOMGOMG
I wanna brag about how nice it was before I go shower and start signing all my papers and read my books :|
OK, so I get there at 6:50 with Alyssa, because I needed to get the first spot. That spot is mine. We sat there until around 7, when Adam pulled up next to me and he was like, “Wow… you really wanted that spot.” YESYESYESKGJF I DID. We walked towards the school and I kept...
I've come to the realization
that I’m not just mad at the fact that you lied, I’m mad at the fact that you never even bothered to apologized. I know you miss me, you make it pretty obvious, but you don’t come back because you know what you did was horrible and just so messed up. You’re the only one who can fix this, but I’m not sure if I want you to fix it.
09/02/08 v. 09/02/09
Last year: You all thought my name was Stephen. My best friend was Alyssa. I never smoked. I just lost my job. I drank a lot. I hung out with the “Seven Aces” almost every night. I slept at Jill’s more than my own house. Victoria Secret was my ~fiance~. I barely knew how to work Photofiltre. I was leaving for the Army in a month and two days. I became obsessed with Chatzys this...
9763.) Sometimes i imagine just leaving without...
(via blogsecret)
Reason #8412 I'm going to miss the Summer: Craig...
Craig: So really, when are we smokin' that roach?
Stephen: ...
Craig: What?
Stephen: Who said you were on it?
Craig: Haha, no seriously.
Stephen: HAHA, NO SERIOUSLY, WHO SAID YOU WERE ON MY ROACH?
Craig: Fuck you!
Stephen: No, faggot.
Craig: Fuck you! That's my roach!
Stephen: No. It's mine. Ha ha ha.
Craig: Fuck all of you man, let me out.
Megan: YOU'RE NOT ON THE ROACH, JUST SHUT UP.
Craig: Yes ma'am.
THESE REMINDED ME OF ANJANANANA
Today I was texting my friend and tried to type the word dumb. It auto-completed for me Dumbledore. I’m glad my phone knows what is truly important. MLIA
Today, at my college’s orientation, the class dean named Tom Riddell gave a speech. He started off by clarifying that he is not Voldemort, and then went on for an hour comparing my college and Hogwarts. I knew I picked the right...
Since yesterday, I’ve been mentally freaking...
skghldgkdangadjlgkhdgssdkjlghnfgug
it’s not enough that for some reason Rambo was on at 3 this morning, but now this song comes on iTunes shuffle.
my heart feels heavy and my stomach feels sick
why won’t you just come back sdklgjsdgk;ljsgiw;gjsk
9697.) everytime i walk into school, you're always...
OMG THIS REMINDS ME OF MY FRESHMAN YEAR.
Reason #1341 I'm excited for school: Mrs. Negri.
megggzzzxo: if anything you can just be like 'i handed it in negris on drugs'
alysssaxrawrrr: i like her !
alysssaxrawrrr: im being good this year
megggzzzxo: ;[
megggzzzxo: ugh
alysssaxrawrrr: ..well no prob not.
megggzzzxo: alyssa young?
megggzzzxo: sup
alysssaxrawrrr: tehehe =)
alysssaxrawrrr: im famous.
alysssaxrawrrr: lol
alysssaxrawrrr: for that.
alysssaxrawrrr: and I HOPE YOUR HAPPY
megggzzzxo: no youre famous for
megggzzzxo: KLDSGJ yea taht
alysssaxrawrrr: *danny gogan face.
alysssaxrawrrr: hahaha
megggzzzxo: hahahahahah
I don't know how long it's been exactly
but I do know that the last thing you said to me was “when Megan wakes up from the dead, let me know”
and that hurt more than you’ll ever know, because you won’t talk to me to find out.
"you're freaking out over nothing"
WHATEVER I’M GLAD I CALLED JUANA ‘CAUSE NOW I KNOW SHE’S ALIVE AND SLEEPING, GOOD MY JUANA IS ALIVE I’M HAPPY
so sh mom i freaked out for a good reason :{
So tell me girly, how's your edge?
ksgjsgkljf. I’m freaking out. I couldn’t sleep so I watched movies, and then my Mom got up for work and she turned on the news and all I hear is ‘164 acres of wild fire in Southern California’ REALLY, WTF SDKGHJDGKGH I should call Juana but I’m scared but I wanna make sure she’s alive and agkjlagak;gl there were more fires on the TV towards northern california...
... 1:30 am
anjana pwns all: whats the k stand for in special k
brandonatorrr: um
brandonatorrr: kock?
anjana pwns all: KELLOGS
anjana pwns all: ..
anjana pwns all: LMFDAOSF
brandonatorrr: roslfds aloh
megggzzzxo: HAHAHAHHA
megggzzzxo: KOCK
megggzzzxo: HAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
megggzzzxo: SADJUSGK;LSHADKJLGHAGHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
brandonatorrr: rfdkasfas idk ;/
brandonatorrr: roldsfashfahsf
anjana pwns all: ROFLADFHHA
anjana pwns all: Let me grab a bowl of special kock for breakfast!
brandonatorrr: RLDSAFDASHFDSAF
brandonatorrr: with the white stuff
August 2009
217 posts
I can be anyone, anything. I promise I can be what you need.